...how?
AnguishEven in art (the best way I found to manifest it with more eloquence and concision; something that distracts me in the worst hours), those barriers are being predominant; as a result of that, my works have been so poor lately (when I can make them, by the way), and it causes so much frustration.
I don’t know, maybe some incentive from other artists may be a relevant help for me to improve, at least a little, this discouragement state... But the truth is that I’m very lost; the sensation is how if I were falling into an incommensurable abyss, and It’s just a matter of time for me to crash on its deepest ground... Since I’ve already tried all the sensible and plausible options and nothing brings a considerable improvement, I really don’t know what I can do anymore...
I’m really sorry for my absence, hope I can count with the support of all of you...
Existem tantas coisas com as quais eu não tenho conseguido lidar; por mais que eu tente, elas acabam voltando em meio às tentativas de esconder tudo isso: depressão, letargia, desmotivação, desesperança – sentimentos tão intensos e inerentes, às vezes parece que todos os meus esforços em tentar melhorar são em vão, já que as tentativas de atordoar tais sensações tem um efeito efêmero e instável.
Mesmo na arte (a melhor maneira que encontrei para externar isso com mais eloqüência e concisão; algo que me distrai nas piores horas), esses bloqueios estão sendo influentes; meus trabalhos tem estado tão ruins ultimamente (isso quando eu consigo fazê-los, a propósito), e isso causa muita frustração.
Eu não sei, talvez um incentivo de outros artistas possa ser uma ajuda relevante pra mim conseguir melhorar, pelo menos um pouco, esse quadro de desmotivação... Mas a verdade é que estou muito perdido; a sensação é como se estivesse caindo em um abismo incomensurável, e é só uma questão de tempo para que eu colida em seu solo mais profundo... Já que tentei todas as opções plausíveis e nada surte efeito, realmente não sei mais o que fazer...
Me desculpem pela ausência, espero contar com o apoio de todos vocês...
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Oh dear! I´m so sorry to hear that you are feeling so sad and depressed and I hope from the bottom of my heart that you will find a way to somehow feel better and not let the depression take over you! I really understand how you must feel now...Because of a lot of sad and stressful events in my personal life I was highly depressed and finally had a nervous brakedown.
It was just too much, more than I could deal with..It´s just like you said: I really felt like falling headfirst into an abyss...It really is a horrible feeling when you get the sense that you are losing control over your life and feel so lost
I get medical treatment now and it is helping me...but it is just the first step and I know I need to take a lot of more tiny steps on my way but it is a start...hmm a lot of talking about me here, ne?! I´m sorry dear I didn´t mean to do that.
All I´m trying to say is that if you need to talk about something you can always send a message!
Big hugs
Eva
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"I AM THE LIZARDQUEEEN!!"
~Lisa Simpson~
It's sad that the way of medical treatments isn't very effective to me, now I'm trying other things, like psychological accompaniment; I don't know if that's being very helpful, but at least it gives some support... Actually I've tried so many tiny steps, being balenced and consequent in my decisions, but I don't know what happens, nothing that I do seems to be considerable...
Well, hope I may find a way to get out of this...
I'm really glad for your support, it's so good to hear that, and see you're so kind...
Thank you very very much!
And I can say the same, count with me whenever you need!
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"...nostalgia from happiness, loneliness from love, emptiness from hope..."
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